Sie sind mein Gott.

What if reverent fear becomes a warped type of fear? I refuse to accept Calvinism. I cant reoncile with the fact that a loving Father will predestine His creation to be unsaved? Isnt it scary if your family member or friend happens to be one of those God predestined to be unsaved?What's the whole point of evangelism in this case? What if one day we all find out the matrix is true? This is not unimportant because it affects my perception of God, man, salvation, what grace and mercy truly means. The mind is indeed a battlefield.